HI!

I’ve got demons running round in my head
Never feel too good in crowds
Moving along at a pace unknown to man

Oh don’t you dare look back

How it rambles ‘round the moon

[send me ‘hi’ and I’ll shuffle my playlist and write down the first lyric of the five songs that come up and give it to you as a poem]

(Bastille – Send Them Off!, Hozier – To Be Alone, Bastille – Daniel in the Den, Walk the Moon – Shut Up and Dance, Darlingside – Hold Your Head Up High)

do all of them

gosh okay, sorry for the long post, blame Kate

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? it was my mom so I hope so
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Probably not
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? probably watching Rise lol
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? sure

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? I’m not dating anyone so I doubt it
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? yeah I listened to Touch Me so I was thinking about the characters from Spring Awakening and Rise
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? pajamas
8. How often do you listen to music? a lot
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015? it’s 2018
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? antisocial
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? no
13. What about ‘R’? definitely no
14. Can you drive a stick shift? no
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? I mean yeah
16. Are you going out of town soon? I mean in the sense that I’m going home from school in a couple weeks and that’s a different city but no
17. When was the last time you cried? a couple of days ago I watched a video of baby penguins
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? I don’t think so
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? probably not
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? no
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. I had work and I’ve spent like 10 hours watching a video of Alec Baldwin and Julianne Moore and it’s an interesting video but ohh my god
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? I have not one opinion about this?
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? no lol I am not dating Kate
24. What are you sitting on right now? my bed
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? no
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? idk
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Kate
28. Do you get a lot of colds? no
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? goodwill
30. Does anyone hate you? I have no idea
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? no
32. Do you like watching scary movies? no
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? no
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? I don’t know
35. Did you have a dream last night? not that I remember
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? good question
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? god I hope not
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I legitimately have no idea
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? probably in a sort of background sense like Kate is aware I’m in the room which is sort of thinking?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? it was fine
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? no
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? girls are the only people I hang out with
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? I don’t think so
44. What’s the best part about school? this one professor
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yes..
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? sometimes Kate writes things in my notebook without asking and I’m like why
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? alll the time
48. Were you single over the last summer? yes
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? I mean more or less
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? not this
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? that was probably my dad so no
52. Are you nice to everyone? not really
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? definitely
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I know I can
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? yes
56. Do you think you like someone? not at the moment
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? no and what is with these questions
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? girls
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? I think so?
60. Do you hate anyone? yeah
61. How’s your heart? what does this mean
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? I don’t think so
63. Have you ever cried over a guy? I can’t remember
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? no one?
65. Are your toenails painted pink? no
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? I… hope not?
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? what
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? no
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? my mom
70. How do you look right now? about the same as usual
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? probably Teresa
72. Can you commit to one person? I guess
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? that’s very binarist but also no I don’t think so
74. Have you ever felt replaced? kind of
75. Did you wake up cranky? sort of but not really
76. Are you a jealous person? sometimes sort of but not really
77. Are relationships ever worth it? sure
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? idk
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? no
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? go to my last Jane Austen class
81. Last person you cried in front of? I’m not really sure
82. Is there someone you will never forget? yes
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? I literally already said I don’t think I really have feelings for anyone right now
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? leave me alone
85. Are you over your past? parts of it
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? I guess
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? no
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? who are we talking about and why are they apologizing lol
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? I’ve never kissed anyone so I would be interested to see who would show up
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? no.. oh wait maybe sort of
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? I doubt it
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? yes, Kate’s penguin, Detective Michael Cordero Jr Jr
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? no!
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? no
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? I didn’t!
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? it was Kate so sure
97. Who do you have texts from? plenty of people
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? ok
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? no
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? no one
101. Ever kissed under fireworks? no
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? not to sound too much like Combeferre but if someone handed me a live butterfly ngl I would find that really cool